Does this life have purpose
Do I know exactly why im living?
If I take this knife and end this life
Do I know exactly what I'm leaving
I've been living miserable
And my will to live is dead
I'm fucking numb
And I'm stuck in my own head
I'm a shell of a man
No longer standing tall
I really don't want to live
But do I really want to end it all?
I'm looking for a richer meaning
Something to tell me why I'm here
Wish I could shake this feeling
Life's bringing me to tears
And I'm trapped in this body
That hates every part me
And I'm trapped in this life
Where I'm not fucking free
I was told to turn to god
To give him my belief
But why would I turn to someone
Who doesn't believe in me
Put me in to a world
Where I simply can't adapt
Put me in to a world
Where my whole soul is trapped
My heart is bleeding
I'm screaming out for help
My life has no meaning
This pain is something I've always felt
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